Don’t have the will to live

I am at the bottom point. Took ba llb, graduated in 2022. No job, no work ex, second attempt and I fucked every exam. Cat mai 95 xat mai 20 marks nmat 238. Don’t know what to do with life. I am a 26 year old man who has not earned a penny yet and shamelessly asks money from my parents even though they are not very well off. Can’t stop crying this was my second attempt and I don’t have any power to go for a 3rd. Always had a dream to do an mba from a great institute but… It kills me when I see the disappointment in their face even though they are so supportive. I don’t know how I’ll bounce back from this.