Lost soul looking for a home.

I am 33 years old, single, own my own home, stuck in a soul-sucking corporate programming job, and have been looking for a way out for years. I have always had a passion for problem-solving and engineering. I have built many incredible things over the years including LED sculptures, high-tech walking sticks, a roof deck on my vehicle, storage systems, furniture, clothing, utilizing AI, and the list goes on. This last year my goal was to create the ultimate car camping setup for music festivals and even utilize Roof Deck for renegade sets. It was pretty successful.

Recently I came across a video about the mutant vehicles of Burning Man. The artistry, engineering, and frankly everything about them is exactly the category of thing I am good at and passionate about. These contraptions are clearly the combined effort of many talented people and I would like to be a part of it. I have many years of experience with 3D modeling, 3D printing, PCB design, programming, wood-working, metal-working, etc. I know my skills would be incredibly useful to a team somewhere doing The Thing.

I have always seen attending Burning Man as a long-term goal for which I would one day feel ready. At my current pace, however, I feel like I will never make it. I experience long periods of depression. My soul is tired of being alone in this world. I alternate between giving up (on life) and just leaving everything behind for something different.

This is my attempt at the latter. I am looking for a spot with a mutant vehicle team. It can be something established or something new. Anything we can do to get me there would be appreciated. I am ready to drop everything and make it happen.

Edit: I am in central IL currently

Edit #2: I am ecstatic about the response! I have lots of opportunities to work with amazing people on amazing things. I am working on replying, so hang tight and keep 'em coming! Also, I am using breathing exercises to stay calm and focused at work. It is working well so far. I must take advantage of my well-paying, work-from-home job until the right pieces fall into place. Hopefully sooner rather than later...