Anyone else scared to love again??

After going through two traumatic breakups, I’ve come to realize while I’m moving on from my past and really still desire a lifelong partner, I’m scared of love in a way I never used to be.

In the past I’d be more open to possibilities, and my heart would get more excited about new connections and conversations. Now I still have that but I feel the level of fluctuation is lower and I’m probably scared of heartbreak again… Is this just not enough healing or something I just have to live with and push through?