Don’t go back

I went back. Did not take heed to the advice given on the thread. My heart is even more fucked up.

Don’t go back. They lost you, you didn’t lose anything. They gave up on you. And they always come back when the grass is not greener on the other side.

If you know in your heart of hearts that you truly loved them and devoted your heart to them, then wash your hands clean knowing you did what you were supposed to do.

Work on yourself. Heal. Learn from the mistakes you made and learn to avoid the red flags when they are presented. Guard your heart.