They dont always come back (7 months update)

They dont always come back. My GF of 2 years suddenly changed her entire mood with me after her ex BF mom died and she went to her funeral, she changed, was weird, couldnt even look me in the eyes, after 2 days asked me for space of 1 week and then messaged me to meet just to break up with me. This was almost 7 months ago.

I never heard a thing about her, no breadcrumb, nothing, zero contact. She said she wanted to end things because "its me not you" "I dont even know why" "I want to be alone" "there's no one involved"

But deep down, I knew it was because she never forgot her ex and going to the funeral and meeting him brought all feelings buried back.

I recently discovered by a friend that she and her ex went to a trip on weekends together but they are still hiding it. One funny thing, she spent 2 years saying how he hurt her and how I was literally perfect for her. He stole A LOT of money from her, he was DMing nasty things to her mom (What she told me) and even though she discarded me like I was nothing and went straight back to him hidden. I knew from the start.

So yea guys, I'm pretty sure I was used for 2 years as band-aid and intimacy, and then I got discarded and she went back to her ex. I was the most loving, respectful and treated her so right and even though she went back to her ex who did her dirty.

She dont miss me, she dont care about me, I even assume she never felt anything about the breakup (Close friends said she was so happy and smiling even 3 days after the breakup, that she seemed perfectly fine)

She is now with her ex BF and in a way or another feel used and super bad.

They dont always come back, I always heard these, specially from close friends who had ex and said in a way or another at least they talked about one thing, this one simply deleted me from her life like I never existed, it is what it is.