just got broken up with! where’s the balloons?

yea im being a bit sarcastic for my own well being but im pretty devastated. especially for the reasons it feels sort of out of my reach to solve these so in short im just not the person he wants and then im left a bit confused on why he wanted me so badly at first knowing these things and why he waited so long to break up with me ??

the breakup text reads: “yea but not for anything that has do with your personality or what you did in the relationship, I feel like with my religion and faith in God can’t grow when im with someone who doesn’t or is willing to believe in. i enjoy being around you and i definitely want you to stay around with gang but with your nature to weed and disagreement with religion i don’t see it being a healthy long term relationship for me. you have been an amazing girlfriend and you did nothing wrong this is me purely making a decision that i feel like is best for both of our beliefs and lifestyles”

can i just get some other opinions here because im running myself in circles.

i also just got back from visiting him literally exactly a week ago (also this is ldr)