Anybody else feel the second trimester is a lie?

I 100% do not feel better, like I have energy back for maybe a couple hours a day but then it’s gone and I’m exhausted. I’m still sick with morning sickness and honestly it’s really those two things. Just started getting back pains and those suck on top of everything else. I’m almost 19 weeks and I feel like everyone told me the second trimester is amazing and I’ll be shitting rainbows, but I have not shat one rainbow.