The crazy ending.

It was a great relationship. Gave the safety to open up and tell me her whole story. Got intimate, she initiated alot, said she was not going anywhere. It was great, then I never had feelings for you like that. I only like you as a friend. Idk if I can ever love again....blah blah blah blows up my phone and then same day tells her friends I'm blowing up her phone, was busy working, i had several text from her. She blew me off and so I left her alone, so she blocks me and tells her friends she not into me and I wasn't getting it, leaving you alone is me not getting it? Of course then avoidants seem to have some coping mechanism, defense mechanism, in this case it was meth, made the mood swings even bigger, crazy and avoidant behaviors amplified. Don't wish this on anyone. Sending a pack in mail with no return address (from different return address so it won't get traced back to me) which will discuss childhood trauma, avoidant attachment, drug abuse, and all the rehab and therapist resources in our state.