gender?

does anyone else have a weird relationship with gender?

i identify as non-binary (believe i may be agender), and with this i just an always confused one what gender is, what it means to be male or female or nothing and everything in between, throughout my life i’ve never had any connection with any gender & never understand gender roles, or gendered toys, clothes, colours, jobs anything.

i’ve seen a couple people talk about it online about how autistic people may have a different relationship with gender which is where neo pronouns originally came from