I’m a year postpartum and feel like I hate my husband, parents, and even my dog. Has anyone else felt like they hated everyone / had all of their relationships deteriorate?

I know being really hormonal is expected after giving birth, but I’m a year postpartum and struggling with my relationships. My baby fills me with joy and I never feel any anger toward him. However all of my other relationships seem to be falling apart. When me and my husband are on good terms life feels amazing and I feel so lucky to have him and our little family. But despite exiting the crazy newborn years, we’ve become increasingly rocky when I feel the opposite should be happening. I’ve gotten to the point where I feel completely repulsed by him.

With my parents, our relationship is the worst it’s ever been. Everything they do irritates me. I did not have a good childhood and I’m sure my own childhood trauma is at play here.

And my poor dog… he was the center of my universe prior to having a baby and while I do not actually HATE him, I no longer feel any love toward him.

I don’t suffer from any postpartum anxiety or depression, and baby has been quite an easy and happy baby since birth. Perhaps I have some sort of hormonal rage, but I feel fairly normal outside of truly feeling like I hate everyone. I feel at one year, all of this should be getting BETTER and not worse. Any advice, opinions, or shared stories would be greatly appreciated!