Do guys care about too many stretch marks on women? Honest answers

During Covid I admit I let myself go and didn’t really watch what I ate because I was so depressed from being alone during that time. I never was the person growing up that had to watch what they ate and didn’t have to exercise. However, I’m now seeing just how much that time affected how my body looks. It’s covered in so many stretch marks that I don’t think a guy would find attractive as I’ve never been intimate in my life. It’s always in the back of my mind that they would be so turned off and has caused me to self sabotage the idea that someone would even be attracted to me. I feel gross, ugly and wear clothes that cover my body as I feel so self conscious about wearing anything that could show them. It’s become a subconscious all day thought and causing bad body image. Just wanting opinions. Also, yes I’m started going to the gym but I’m wondering if i should lose weight first and then strength train after reaching my goal weight.