Dating as women with loose skin

Recently, I lost a lost lot of weight(more 20kgs) and i have a lot of loose skin now. I’m planning to start dating again but I’m really worried about loose skin. Its really unattractive and I have no plans of undergoing removal surgery. Ive been through so many needles that ill die alone but wont go through surgery again. This has always been my concern. It eats me up every waking moment of my life. When i cover my skin no one can tell that i look so ugly from inside. Ik one should love themselves but my body has reached a point of no return, i cant expect anyone to look at it and admire. I have heard that physical intimacy is vimp for men. And i dont want to deceive anyone or make other one feel like i was hiding it from them. Idk when is the right time to disclose this info. I also fear rejection so it worries me so much. I don’t wanna get close to someone only for them to find this out later and break up.

I wanna know what it’s like dating as someone with not so pretty body from inside. When did your partner find out abt it? How did your partner react when they found out abt it? Ik husbands love their wives after giving birth despite loose skin, which is very understandable. I wanna know if anyone has found love when they already had loose skin before getting into the relationship. Also how does this work out in arranged marriage? Do people inform the other party beforehand?