She unblocked me on my birthday ? 24 nov 2024

Yesterday, on the 24th of November 2024, it was my birthday. I didn’t tell anyone about it, and nobody knew except for my girlfriend. She lives far away in the Northeast, while I’m in Rajasthan. We’ve been talking and loving each other for over three years, but we’ve never had the chance to meet in person due to financial constraints.

A year ago, she blocked me. When I tried to ask her why, she said it was because our castes don’t match, but I feel that was just an excuse. Whenever I tried to talk to her lovingly, she would get angry and block me again. But yesterday, after a whole year, she wished me a happy birthday. She said she remembers the times we used to talk on my birthday, even did a video call with me, and spoke so nicely. She even told me that she still has my photos and hasn’t deleted anything, though I’m not sure if that’s true.

When I tried to express my feelings and told her that I still love her, she warned me not to talk like that or she would block me again. I’m so confused. I respect her deeply and genuinely feel she’s a kind-hearted and good person. She even replied to my messages yesterday, but today, the 25th, she hasn’t read my last message all day. I don’t understand her confusion, but I truly want her back in my life. She means everything to me, yet it feels like she doesn’t understand that.

Ever since she left, I haven’t talked to or considered being with anyone else. I’ve been waiting for her, holding onto the hope that she might return. When she messaged me yesterday, I was the happiest person for that brief moment, but soon after, the loneliness and sadness returned. I’ve spoken to many girls before, but she’s the only one who feels special for reasons I can’t even fully explain.

Her birthday is coming up on the 30th of November, and I’m trying to think of the best way to wish her without making any mistakes. I don’t want to do anything that might upset her. Right now, I’m just waiting for her reply, but I don’t have the courage to message her again because I fear hurting her unintentionally. I’m lost, confused, and don’t know what to do, but one thing is clear—my love for her is genuine and unwavering. She is one year older than me but so sensitive how can i make her mine again without any mistakes 🥲 i remember her daily after she blocks me i get her in my dreams too.