Anyone else?

I’m Demi-AroAce (short form-takes longer for me to fall in love and want s3x)

BUT

I (Female, Teen) have this desire (when I do date someone) to pin someone against a wall/counter/bed and beg me for more. But that’s it.

I kid you not every time I think of myself in even a remotely s3xu4l position it’s always me pinning someone up/down (the person is always like a silhouette/shadow/face blacked out) and kissing them passionately, whilst they beg me for more, but it never goes further.

Is this actually possible in a relationship??? I don’t want to have s3x due to the everlasting fear I’ll get preggo (ruins it even with women for me) and just being so vulnerable but I wanna dominate in romance like that and it’s kinda sad because I don’t think anyone would be down for just that. 🫠🫠

Don’t get me wrong maybe if we’ve dated for a while and I felt comfortable enough/was ready to be so vulnerable we could go further but that’s not my question. Do you guys think it would be possible to find someone who would be down with such a relationship?