Re-rupture Crying as I write this

My worst nightmare just came true. I posted yesterday about tipping my scooter and planting full weight. I had an MRI this morning which confirmed a 2cm tear. Yesterday was my 6 week post op date. My original rupture was 5/18. I will have surgery on Wednesday. I have no words for how I feel right now. The thought of going through what I just went through the last 8 weeks has me absolutely gutted. I’ll take all prayers and good vibes y’all got. This is a tough day.