My emotions don’t work right unless music is playing

I noticed that when I’m interacting with people I never really have any emotional reactions, but I’ll fully be invested and even cry when movies get emotional. I was listening to music today in the car and realized I was feeling emotions about the world because of the music.

I’ve often thought that I wished life had a soundtrack cause I could know what to feel in the moment. It only just occurred to me I’m using the music as an emotional catalyst.

It’s not that I don’t know the right emotions to act out in a given situation, but I’m not feeling them until they’ve marinated for like months. It’s super weird