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I’m in y12 so this isn’t that deep but OH MY GOD I HATE HAVING TO FUCKING BE AROUND NERDS ALL DAY. I take maths physics fm computing and oh my god I can’t take it anymore. Ik I take nerd subjects so I can’t be surprised when nerds take them, but OH MY DAYS. And when I say nerds I don’t mean smart ppl who love the subjects they do, I mean fucking insufferable egotistical twats who don’t have a life and have a superiority complex over their academics and fucking personality. I’m the only girl in my computing class and that’s surprisingly chill. But further maths. The only other girl is just BORING. It’s pitiful. She’s nice and she’s crazy at maths but OH MY GOD WOMAN GET A PERSONALITY. Again, she’s sweet and I don’t mind talking to her in lesson but when I’m with her all day it’s like she’s sucking the sweet, vigorous life out of my beautiful soul. Im like a fracture of my old self. She’s got like no life apart from being good at maths(good for her yk, pop off but she’s still soo dead). And she has like a weird ego complex sometimes when she’s #gettingintothemathswork. And there’s this stupid boy who I think has a crush on me AND HE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE. PISS OFF. I don’t wanna be mean to him irl BUT HES A FUCKING FREAK. He looks like if sickle cell anemia was a person. he SOMEHOW got my number and wouldn’t stop messaging me. And he won’t stop following me around. LEAVE ME ALONE. I also don’t talk to my old friend group which I don’t mind bc they’re pretty stupid and going nowhere in life but at least they were FUNNY. Now I’m just stuck with nerds all day. I literally spend my frees with losers. 🥲Oh how devastated y11 me would be if she knew this would happen. I love my subjects and teachers tho and have been getting A*s :3 (do NOT identify as a nerd however!!!) so all is well, but again, how I miss laughing at dumb shit with dumb people 😞